Ode to the third
hospitalization
To EDNOS
to explain the puking
and the fasting
Eating
Disorder
Not
Otherwise
Specified
To specifying
for me
tell me of self-destruction
how suicidal thoughts are an out
for self-loathing
because I hate myself
more than you do
I am meaner to me
than you could ever be
To scratching
and infecting
and intervening in healing
and to weeping wounds
dressed by cheerful nurses
To Seroquel
for sleep
and mood
To Timberline Knolls
a far away rehab
and an out
which I may have to take
To my mental health
however fucked it is
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