I'm feeling for the first time
in months
since summer
I have been numb
unfeeling
now I'm crying
over something as silly as a girl
who may or may not like me
crying over life
my sick friend
who almost died
secrets I shouldn't know
boys who I try so hard to nurture
who don't have the time of day for me
or my patheticness
which isn't even a word
proving I'm a moron
this girl dragging up scary memories
asking me to remember faces
then half flirting with me
broke me
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