Loneliness
fear of abandonment
impulsive self-destructiveness
storminess in relationships
inability to achieve intimacy
these symptoms have become my life
try to reach for a helping hand
to find your going to be smacked instead
then left to the floor
where someone may one day find you
and take pity on you
but that day is not today
today you will feel guilty
today you will feel worthless
today you will skew reality
as you have so many times before
realize that there is no comfort for you
even storybook character struggle
and you are giving in without a fight
Make new friends
fake it for them
become close
cling
become angry
confess love
rinse and repeat
This is your new life
new state
new town
hide your demons
and run
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